Sometimes life is so unpredictable you crave for love , you want someone with whom you can truely be yourselves. A time comes when you give up on everything , you stop expecting anything from anyone . You are just fed up of life and then unexpectedly you meet someone who come as blessing to you. Their presence makes you special. Their absence make you lost. Talking to them becomes your favourite habit. You fall in love with them. 

But as said life is so unpredictable , you never know what next day is coming with. All of a sudden life takes a U-Turn. Things again start breaking for you. You are not able to understand what suddenly has happened. You start creating theories in your head. You again start losing interest in everything.

But i think , this is how life works. Your partner is sometimes having trouble. But they can't share it with you. Because they care for you. They don't want you to suffer because of their sufferings. I think this is one of the most difficult situation one could go through. You both feel so hopeless and helpless. You can't even help your partner and your partner can't even ask you for that. You both find love and support in each other silence. And sometimes silence and distance is the only way you can help your partner. Your silence is the only way to show love to your partner.  Though you may not even talk to your partner , but you always pray and wish for well being of your partner. I feel this is what true love looks like.

You both understand each other's situation and you respect the differnces you have created for each other . But only thing that remains constant is LOVE. You never stop loving them rather you start loving them more.

I just wish wherever my partner is, he should stay happy. I wish all his problems get sort out very soon. I always pray for your well being and happiness. No matter what , i will always stand with you.

New year comes with new aspirations , new dreams and new beginnings. I hope you get whatever you dream of. At the end just stay happy. And  always remember family matters a lot. They are the ones who always stand by your side till now. Few situations make us lost faith with our companions , but that is not true. At some point of life we will definitely understand their importance.  

Enjoy your life!

Always with you!

 2021 was really a roller coaster ride. It was just wholesome. Wholesome not in the sense of joy but wholesome in the sense of emotions. There was sorrow, disappointments, heartbreaks, happiness, excitement and sometimes mixed emotions too which can't be defined in single word.

This year i realised , heart break really creates a legit pain in heart. I realised how disappointments make someone helpless and hopeless. I realised how happiness can be felt so truely sometimes. I realised how excitement creates enthusiasm sometimes.

I think we all went through some difficult phases this year. But i also believe there was atleast a single thing  for which we all will always be thankful in our whole life.

Sometimes life wants to teach us lessons, sometimes life wants us to prepare for further challanges, sometimes life is testing us , it may be anything. All in all we are left with only one option and that is accept the situation and survive with it. We crave for it but we can't change the situations. We can only accept them and live with them. We are left with only one option and that is acceptance. 

But sometimes i also feel that isn't it how life looks. Life is all about struggling , moving ahead with our situations and keep learning. 

Emotional attachments are most integral part of life. You can never forget your loved ones, whomsoever is concerned- it may be friend, it may be cousin, it may be lover, it may be childhood friend, it may be a relative, it may be anyone. But emotional attachment is emotional attachment. No matter how rude they have been to you , no matter how rude you have been to them  and no matter how big differences you both have created for each other. You can never stop loving them. You always carry love for them in your heart. For you they will always remain special in your life , no matter how apart you are.

In short 2021 was a roller coaster ride. Will always be grateful and sorry to those , whom i lost or who are not a part of my life anymore. You all were blessing to me. I will always be thankful to god for your existence always. I want you all to succeed and be happy in your life as well. 

Career wise : I am excited to start a new chapter of my life. Sky is the limit. Just hope to se a good outcome. Will always try to get maximum out of provided.

At the end , thank you so much to everyone being with me always. I love you all . I learn a lot from you all always and will keep learning. At the same time i am very sorry if i unintentionally ever hurt you. I will always be thankful to you all. Huge shoutouts to Kartik, Rahul, Vivek, Anshul, Diwakar , Devang for being in this semester and give an initial start.

I apologise to god for being a bad person for anyone . Sometimes your reflexes made you bad person , even though you don't mean it but you end up hurting others. Will try to be a good person always, God.

Thank you so much to those who read till end . 

Hope you have an amazing year ahead!

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