It is very well said that if you want to explore something new , just read but if you want to express yourself , then write. This blog is intent purely to express my own few things. I don't know whether you will learn something out of it or not but i hope my personal experiences will atleast make you understand that life is almost same for everyone.
I went through the toughest phase of my life last year. It was march 2021 when i got to know a lot about something. The things that i couldn't think of were the things that were actually going on. I realised how i was being manipulated for so long by hiding the actual reasons. When i got to know about the actual things i was helpless, and was not even able to accept that this has actually happened. This was the time i cried most. This was the first time i craved for something so helplessly. I put down my self respect not even at zero level but in a negative point.
One thing i regret now is that i reacted very reflexively. I think i should be at calm level at that point of time but my reaction was very spontaneous. I still regret that i should have reacted in a very behaved manner.
At this stage i want to give a huge shoutouts to my friends who supported me at that point of time. Especially Neeraj,Sonali,Diya,Robin. Thank you so much for being there. I don't think i will ever be able to disclose the actual reasons of whatever happened. I am bound to not to disclose them. Also i respect the privacy of other person as well. No matter what has been done by them , i can't compromise with my ethics.
I still feel i have been struck to that point only. I still wonder if i could go back to time and make everything sorted. But at the end this is what reality is. We have to accept it as soon as possible. It's better to leave things to destiny which you can't control. I don't have hard feelings for anyone in my life. I think every point of view is correct and we have to respect that.
As of now i think i have read so many books in last few months that i have not even studied in my entire life. I am doing good in academics as well. I am happy with all my mates and the kind of exposure i am getting is just amazing. And all hustle i am doing is i think is to keep myself busy. Because back in my mind i know i will keep revisiting those beautiful moments of my life.
To those who are reading this, i want to say life will keep giving you new chances to rise and shine. Just keep waiting for those moments. Don't ever try to rush for anything. Things will come to you at their pace. Value the things you have. Don't be anxious for the past, don't be stressed for future as well. Just keep enjoying your present. Everything will be at their place.
And still if there is something that is haunting you , start writing. This is best therapy. Believe me!
Thank you if you read till here.
Let's be non judgemental.
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